~*~Shadow*of*Nyte~*~
mystikshadow.linkinpark.com"Everything falls apart even the people who never frown eventually break down. Everything has to end you'll soon find we're out of time left to watch it all unwind." -- "Pushing Me Away," by Linkin*Park.
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About myst1ckstarr
No one needs to know alot about me... I've been a Linkin Park fan for about 7 years. The song by them that captured me was "In the End." I was so mesmerized by that song; it completely described my life (and it still does). I truly adore Linkin Park. Each song of theirs describes my life--every single verse. They are my favorite band and will always be. No one else compares to their music, talent, or skill. Without them in my life, I'd be absolutely miserable. Listening to their music helps me to survive each day; I could listen to them constantly and never get tired of them. I must listen to them every day; if I go for some time without listening to them this sick feeling comes over me that I can't describe. I can't heal until I listen to them. In conclusion, I'm EXTREMELY proud to be a Linkin Park fan and being a die-hard fan is something that will never change!
Background
- Hometown
- The Milky Way Galaxy...
- Education
- Self Taught
- Occupation
- being a cold, dark, & depressed soul...
- Politics
- Other
- Religion
- Other
Currently
- Watching
- my life crumble & fall b4 my eyez...
- Working
- on trying 2 change my life... And trying 2 put the words of "What I've Done" into action...
- Doing
- listening 2 my AWESUM music collection, relaxing after a long day, & catching up on some reading...
- Going to
- die soon...
- Listening to
- "Don't Stop Believin'," by Journey. [Love this song!!!]
Love
- Status
- Single
- Kids
- None Yet - Don't Want Any
myst1ckstarr's Blog
~How Does This Happen?~
July 8, 2008I just need to briefly relate something stupid that happened, but I resolve to stay true to my word and not go back on it. Allow me to explain...
I just got a bit ticked last night for a very trivial reason. I'd rather not specify what exactly occurred, but I can remind myself that it relates to something I swore I'd NEVER do again. It's nothing major (to me anyway) or life-threatening. It is just my firm stand not to put myself through something I absolutely DON'T enjoy and I feel that I have the right not to participate if that is my perogative. I may have lost a good relationship, but they seem to come and go for me anyway. And if it were meant to be, something this small would not have mattered. Am I wrong, or just selfish? I'm not sure what the answer is. Whatever, it's done and to me "it's just a minor thing." I don't care about it. I didn't care about it from the beginning. And I won't care about it. I have more important things that deserve my concern. I feel that I just needed to vent about it to feel better. This was just something I didn't need. Now that I've discussed this, I can move on with my life and focus on other things. Forget the ignorance and want, I'm done. And I swear that, " THIS IS THE LAST TIME!"






